alysha renee' Poems

i sit here, gathering my thoughts
trying to understand myself.
my feelings, decisions, my past and my future
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slipped a pill on my tongue; then swallowed it down
i knew it was wrong, but hey i was out on the town
i got a little dizzy, and stumbled with my step
a guy quickly grabbed my hand and asked if we could chat
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eyes, the color of enticing chocolate
perfect lips, just as sweet
a boy so strong and loving; showed me just how sweet he could really be
we lay on the bed, and he grabs me by my face
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If only, if only
She was not the reason, you brought me
so much pain and grief
yet I know not her name, I know it’s
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sittin here wondering why it took u so long to see,
i was in love..., lust..? ...no matter
but i wonder had i not asked yet a simple question,
would u have known, would i have known
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i feel like im high, like ive overdosed on ecstasy..maybe
but i realize im getting high off your high, my high, our high
our high of riding this emotional rollercoaster called life...or are we really just riding death? ...no matter
why is it that everyone says we should be thankful to HIM for waking us up and living another day, when its really just a death sentece prolonged?
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I miss your touch, your taste, your smell
The feelings that your arouse in me are wild...making me go crazy
Like a caged beast trying to get out from its enclosure
and now with all these feelings starting to arise, struggling to break free from the inner depths of my soul
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I'm so in love
So in love wit you, maybe it's just the things you do
I don't know, I don't even care, as long as this feeling stays here
For once in life i can say that I'm truly happy
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I love him with longing, flames of a fiery passion igniting, flemes licking my body, bringing pleasure to places i never knew existed
I get excited and feel chills up my spine, just at the mention of his name
Just thinking of his kisses make me go wild with desire
We've both confessed our love to each other, and yet he'll never be mine and i'll never be his
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