If Only, If Only Poem by alysha renee'

If only, if only
She was not the reason, you brought me
so much pain and grief
yet I know not her name, I know it’s
not my place to ask about your new flavor of the
month….i mean girlfriend

it’s funny though, how can one cause so
much pain without knowing
am I void of life to her, yet only because
she doesn’t know I exist

and for had it been but yesterday, would she
still have been nonexistent to me too

I wish I could go back to yesterday, when I was in
Bliss thinking I was in love with someone who actually loved me