alyza theonlyone

I look outside
What do I see
I see a landslide
That's made by me
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holding hands
color crands
walking in parks
leaving land marks
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you see my eyes drain
even in the rain
its all because of him
your best friend
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i sit here
trying to control myself
i fear, what you'll think
of me, of us, everything...
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tonight i hope to sleep peacefully
no crying.. no screaming
i lay in bed. close my eyes. wishing hopefully
dreaming is all i hope for
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why do you do this to me
i cant breath
i start screaming (loudly)
but you still cant hear me
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open doors, on closing hearts
its a free chance to get back
the clock was thrown
and broken into parts
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screams, cries
run away lies
hopes dreams
fantasies
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Leaving me
Not far
I want to go
Pulling hair
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Flash backs
Memories
All the thigs
That mean something to me
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Well,
Your cold as ice
Hot as fire
I don't have to think twice
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I look around
What do I see?
A wound
Deep inside me
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Your always right
I'm always wrong
Once again we had a fight
And soon I will be long gone
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I am always alone
No one is here
My feeling is unknown
I cant see clear
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You said you would be my friend
To the end
But I guess you changed your mind
That was very kind.....
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I am so mad
That you don't see
Me......
I stand by you
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The day is cold
And so is his heart
All I want is someone to hold
But its ripping me apart
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I am mostly black
I am mostly blue
But that's all because of you
You hit me hard
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I find the notes you used to write
The your image is clowdy in my sight

I loved the way laughed and smiled
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The cool air
the soft light
my tangeled hair
nothing feels right
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