I did the last thing I knew how.
Did what I thought was best.
Did the ugly sorry deed.
Please dont judge me for it.
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Load of enemys are out there.
They all want to bring me down.
Enemys from the past.
Still viseualise in my head.
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Scared of every noise
Especialy at night
Every creek every click and clack.
Has me jumping out of my skin.
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I lay here in my room
With not long left to stay.
I lay here on my bed.
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Sitting here waiting compleatly in vain.
All that'll be said is come back again.
But I know full well tommorrow is to late.
I cant fight another day.
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I have no where to run.
And bludy nowhere to hide.
Keep on running it'll only find me in the end.
It will come back and get me as soon as I dont run.
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I wasnt to be found this time.
I made sure of it.
I planned it to the very end.
This time I wouldnt be found.
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I wish to be free.
Free like the wind as it blows its way.
Free like the rain to fall.
I wish I could have vented my anger.
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This is the final end.
Now its my end.
I must go now.
I cant face another day.
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You shattered my innocence.
You shattered everthing good.
You shattered my way of being.
My happiness has gone.
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