I will die tonight
Oh yes I will
I'm going to leave
Leave all my pain behind.
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Im about to walk through death
Through another door of life.
A diffent lane to walk.
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Flashbacks Flashbacks
How they mess with my head.
Flashbacks go away.
Please stop this mental tourture.
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Why must you Tell me this?
The same thing day in day out.
Just snap out of it.
Its easier said than done.
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The pain of abuse
Has never gone away for me.
It has stayed with me everyday.
I may as well still be
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I feel like a girl broken.
I no im broken in my heart.
Why do I feel this way.
I would love to no.
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The key to my emotions is lost.
I lost the key years ago.
Shut down all my feelings.
Now noone can hurt me again.
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I tried to kill my self a few nights ago
I cut my Wrists
And tied a loose around my neck.
Still I did not succeed
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If only walls could have eyes.
Or even gaps in between.
You would be able to spy
And get a glimpse of me
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Heard it many times.
Heard it said before.
'your living on borrowed Time'
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