Amy Louise Kerswell Poems

My body's cold my lips are blue.
My body stiff like glue.
Depression wasn't the flu.
For years i tried to hold on.
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I'd like to say I'm sorry for hurting you all.
But am not for ending my life.
As they find my mangeled body.
I hope it will be the version of the corpseified me.
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You should be in a zoo.
You are an animal.
Not a man.
Why and how?
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To realease the pain from within.
I have to cut and slash.
Watching the crimson blood flow.
Is watching all the badness come out.
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My skin is screaming.
Screaming loud and clear.
My body and mind now joins the screams.
Needing and wanting the pain.
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You were ill that I knew.
We hoped you'd get better.
The doctors said that the next time you went in,
you may not come home.
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A moment you were in Mummy's tummy
But you weren't to stay long.
God needed two new Angels to be in Heaven
He decided you my babies should never no,
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These shoes I wear they are ugly shoes.
I wish I could take them off.
But they are stuck to me like glue.
These shoes I wear they are invisible,
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Please dont be sad.
Yes I took my own life.
Becuase it was to much strife.
My pain I couldnt bare.
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She sits with tears streaming down her face.
Her face is stained with tears.
Her heart holds far to many fears.
She cries out but its mute.
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