Amy Louise Kerswell Poems

I'm so tired.
I just want to go back home.
I have to let you all think I'm ok.
So that you don't suspect.
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I've made my decission.
My life I have selfslained.
My decision was made long ago.
Now I can put my plans to action.
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Suicide is not quick, It is very slow.
Trust me I know, I have tried.
Suicide is no fun no fun at all.
Suicide is painfull.
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Suicide suicide.
I pledge my life to suiciide.
I so do not want to live.
I honestly have nothing left to give.
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I've got a life time of hate.
It's wedged firmly on my shoulders.
And it as hard as boulders.
I can not shift this life time of hate.
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I have no where left to fall.
Except to the clutches of depression and suicide.
Oh my dear God how life can seem like a slide.
I can't fall anywhere soft.
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It is now I know my fate
becuase come tomorrow
It'll be way too late by a far.
I'm sinking in my sorrows.
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My mind is round the bend.
Mashed and scrambled like eggs.
My mind is controlled by an evil from afar.
I fear that I am going mad.
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My way of life you do not know.
For I have to cut and burn.
Just to feel some kind of life.
If I did not do this I would be dead.
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Can pain ever be clear?
Will it ever be as clear as the skies.
Nothing is ever cut and dry.
My life is falling down around me.
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