A darkness grows inside of me
the kind you can't escape
the pain i feel
will never heal
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you left us for another guy
you never gave a reason why
you never said what we did wrong
and all we know is that your gone
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I wish they would stop teasing me
its just not vary fair
It makes me sad and hurts a lot
but they will never know
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Why wont they listen to me?
they know im being hurt.
Why wont they help me?
Do they even care.
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Do you hear me when I cry at night
Do you hear me when I scream
Do you hear me when I plead with you
Do you even know what I mean
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I see you at the front of the room dressed in your finest
You look so peaceful with your family gathered around you
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It is in the small things we see it
A spider in the corner
A hairy monster on the prowl
Lighting on a dark night
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To say goodbye
Is not to acknowledge the end
But merely to accept the beginning
To not only take the first step
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