sitting in my room.
balanced on the edge of insanity.
i am oblivious to pain.
even the sharp razpr against my delicate skin.
...
you said you loved me.
so much for love.
i trusted you.
you betrayed that trust.
...
drugs
they destroy you
in one seconds choice
all your hopes
...
thoughts are nimble
they slip into your head
when you dont want them
they present themselves
...
thoughts of death
swirled through his head
no one would care if he died
the dark dungeon of despair
...
he stares at the carnage around him
bodies lie motionless
alone forms in pools of blood.
faces stick out to him
...
nothing else exists
when his lips touch mine
he's the one person
thats always on my mind
...
i cut to release release the pain
the razor is a part of me
destroying me
i wonder what happenned to me
...