Arienne Smith Poems

Today I called you and wanted to know what you meant
all you want to know is how it started
So now that you know what happened you know im not addicted
i just wanted you to know the feeling
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Im afraid to love you because an unhealthy past
the memories are there but the scars are the ones that last
I wish my outcome would change
trying to love you jsut aint the same
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You come into my old decrepit life
you found out things no one else knew
You found out why im so bitter and cruel
as much as you made me do you want to know why I die inside
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The end is just some words you put at the end of a story
but in this my person is coming to and end
The end has me confused, lost in a forest of blindness, weakness and inferiorness
On a destitute island of hope
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The sounds of the thunder against my window
i'm sitting here thinking of you
The melodies we amke togther are singing in my ears
craving your body next to me I slowly drift into a dream
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I never thought I needed you until my thoughts got grim
I never thought I could love you until I looked within
I denied these certain feelings until I was half past dead
Now I cant push these thoughts out my freaking head
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I can not stress enough the time without you I spent
I spent my time with anger that slowly came and went
Wondering what i could do to feel your heart from despair
-and to get back to that place where you knew i cared
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Deep thoughts racing out of my mind as I climb into bed
Just dont know why this is bouncing through my head
I cant see why i'm thinking about some stuff right now
but its driving me insane and I feel like sreaming loud
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You sat there and told me you liked me, but now it seems like a game
everytime I see you, you act like you forgot my name
And when I find away for us to be together you seem to slip on down to where you say you dont want to be mine again
That one night is all I have to remeeber you by
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I still love you even though you did me dirty
I seem to still care even though you hurt me
I still think about you when I should be moving on
i still feel you even though you're gone
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