Afriad To Love You Poem by Arienne Smith

Im afraid to love you because an unhealthy past
the memories are there but the scars are the ones that last
I wish my outcome would change
trying to love you jsut aint the same
Its like thunderous rain
covered with soft whispers of broken rifts

I am afraid to love you because love itself scare me
'Its going to be okay' I try to tell myself
I want to love you so badly
but I dont want to fall in love with you madly
I want to give you all of me, but im scared of the places you might go
Im afraid you might lead back into my soul

I think I am not afraid of loving you anymore
my internal self opened another door
I am ready now to release myself
put my past into my old self
I am ready to love
~N~
I am ready 2 Love you