everytime you leave the room
i worry about you
i long for you to b here with me
to have your hand on mine
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Have you ever heard of desire
That feeling of want and cravings
The need for you here is dire
But my mind is telling me:
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Behind the curtain
I hide
Tears forming
Blurring my eyes
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I heard your heart beat today
Your eyes looking the other way
It shook the ground and I swayed
Knowing the beat wasn't for me
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Every night is torture
Not knowing
Just waiting
Thinking the worst
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I used to like the dark
There, I thought I was happy
There, I thought I was free
Then I saw that what I was doing
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Thoughts unwavering
Emotions unfeeling
I'm a contradiction
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