I sing myself to sleep. My favorite songs touch my compassion. Night sinks. Tears rise.
I count myself to sleep. Continual numbers fall dead-beat, into infinite.
I hold myself to sleep. My old loneliness. My bony body. So rugged. Sleep can't arrive.
Morning's been ripe.
...
I get angry at the world
because people do not love you as I wish them to.
A loves you;
A gender discriminator, he prefers your brother.
...
My arms are thin, bony,
and brittle, may be,
but weight lifting is my favorite activity.
Everyday I yearn for the practice,
...
The one who has made me angry
at the limited memory
of my handphone
is the one
...
After many years of desperate searching
I've found you, my darling
You wrap me with your warm hugs,
giving me as much happiness
...
The one who's singing the lullaby,
why don't you sleep?
'cause the determination to sing you into sleep
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