I tried to be a worthy friend
I didnt quite know how
Perhaps I tried to hard at times
I wished I knew then now
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Please take your hand away
You've taken far too much
My love-jars kinda empty
From your hungry, selfish touch
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Wondering thoughts
Lustful dream
Holding close
Muffled scream
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I lay me down to rest at night
And think to wonder if you're alright
I wake to face a brand new day
And think of you that's far away
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Thanks for letting me be me
My boyish ways with you
So simple so in love I was
With you I felt brand new
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Just remember that you are special, special in a way
That no-one sees at times I know, the morning of each day
You mean so much to those around, they sometimes take control
And tell you what to do and think, it hurts your heart, your soul
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Her claws came out from time to time
To rip and tear my heart
Each tear a stinging aweful pain
That wasnt from the start
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I am no more the way I was
My hardened heart is set
To seek no more and pause a while
This woman I'll forget
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Will she forget the way I was
The things I said to her
I hope she wont I really tried
To love her and be near
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Hugging, holding
Kissing, feeling
Touching, loving
Probing, cuddling
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