bree nada Poems

you don't know, but sadly it's true.
im falling for you
& you're untrue.
i came into this knowing you had her by your side
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this time it's different.
im sick of all these lies that have been told
tired of pretending to care for you
im sick of being loved when i dont love you back.
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our eyes wont meet because you're too busy watching her cry
i've told you time after time that she doesnt love
the words she tells you turn into lies the second you look away
it doesnt matter how many months you've been together
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beautiful piece of work is what the eye sees
but no one really knows the true meaning behind the piece
the broken dreams and shattered hopes that were spilled onto it
the eye see the beauty
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There's so much bottled up inside of me that i dont even know where to start. I thought we could just be friends and have a great time. you have porblems with your grlfriend and come to me. you tell me joking that i should be your new girl and inside im screaming out 'YES YES! ! I WANT TO! ! ! ' but i just smile and joke. if i told how i really felt, if i let my heart do the talking i would just be scaring you because you love her too much to caer about me. Lately im finding it hard to even talk to you because i just cant be myself. i want you to hold me tight and say that im the one you belong with. but the more you talk about her the more my heart breaks. i cant tell you. I CANT TELL YOU. but its driving me crazy.
im trying so hard to just be your friend but you care about her so much that my true emotions about you show. stop trying to win her heart! stop trying to make things better with her! she doesnt love you! stop trying! im the one for you just open your eyes and see! how many times has love left me shattered and lying on the cold floor.
i can feeling happning again. 'pity those who have never known love'
this line always makes my heart stop. so many have loved, so many have come close to loving me but decided i want worth it.
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I was feeling dead
hopeless, but now im better
im starting to learn that you cannot take over me
im better
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all i want is sleep
no light
no glory
i want to be lost in my dreams where i decide my fate
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when the wind blows and smiles are near
i know that this is my last tear
this thing inside me that is slowly killing my doesn't allow me to explore.
i feel like im dying, ever so slowly
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this is all i feel
the deepest sadness there is
lets end this now
let the skys recieve one more
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they say time can mend a broken heart
apparently that's not true
i've patiently waited for far too long
and my heart's still bleeding
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