If I could have just one wish,
I would wish,
To wake up everyday.
To the sound of your breath,
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I knew just what, I meant to you,
The day my world, went black and blue.
No one to help hold my heart,
Guide me through the darkest part.
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Children's laughter, loud and long,
so innocent and yet so strong.
Tiny hands, reaching out,
tender thoughts, without doubt.
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A dream, a wish, a picture of you,
My thoughts, my tears leave me blue.
Nights are long and lonely,
Dreaming, wishing, thinking of you.
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I see my past in front of me,
my sisters kids the best I see.
I watch as my children long for your love,
I watch you push them away.
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Tongue like a razor blade
You cut my skin so deep.
Exposing my emotions,
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Pulling back the curtain,
open my eyes to see.
The never ending heartache,
all the shame you brought to me.
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I don't think you see the problem,
so used to tipping forever swollening.
I thought that I could change your life.
but not to cut you deep with the knife.
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You tell that I'm all you want,
Yet alone I set, in timeless thoughts.
Excuses flow from your mouth,
Reasons why, I have my doubts.
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