Carlton Kennedy

Trees began my interest in, the evident beauty that i see within...

a beauty spot i choose to lerk is infact the way id like to work...
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Moments in time lead to fate, i held my strength in my current state..
a broken void has all now gone to take my life towards the sun..
keep going i said its all that's left of my unique understanding of my late regret...
love and belonging is how i see the distant future that id like to be..
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I don't want to live in these four walls, i want to live beyond the structure of rules and ridicule, I want to be able to sacrifice my unhappiness for happiness, rid the void of uncertainty where i will know what i want to do and who i want to be...
As i flick through the pages of my present life, i see all but fragments of torn scribbled out sentences of what i thought i should have been...
the front page always carefully written as 'who i am' but not understanding the vast structure of false promises i said to myself...
what is it i want i thought, i think of what i want and how to get it, nothing comes to mind much... just thick moments of silence fills my mind as i ponder my unpleasant unrest in my head....
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