Carly Almonde

i wish this was a dream,
that i could wake up and it would be over,
but instead the pinching of my flesh proves this is true,
that i'm alive, i am experiencing this.
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Ive learned that to love someone doesnt have to involve pain,
Ive learned that to have a friend you must be a friend first,
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A Love Song
This love song I sing to you,
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What is it like knowing that I wont be there?
What is it like knowing that I dont care?
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My heart
My pounding broken heart
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The Days of old are a wonderful thing,
The days of old are the days of innocence,
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How does it feel to see me here
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waiting for another day to pass,
trying to think of words to say,
but all i can think of is how much it will hurt,
when i tell you i can't be your friend.
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looking up at the falling rain,
everything becomes clearer.
my choices, my emotions,
it all begins to make sense.
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I can feel the tears pouring down my face
even though my heart denies them.
I try to think of happy thoughts
but i can't find them.
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Every day is a brand new day,
new adventures, new problems to be solved,
more heart-ache, and pain.
Even with all of the mistakes we make,
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_Fiction_

I was afraid,
I wasn't at all brave.
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Have you ever felt,
like you don't belong,
Have you ever felt,
like you don't exisit.
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going away,
going away.
The day is bleak,
the sun at it's peak.
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I knew them once,
saw them in the hallway.
saw them laugh,
and hug eachother.
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Thinking
I'm thinking
about nothing
about everything
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Christmas cheer
is in the air
breathe it in
breath it out
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Me?
Did you say me?
as in I and Me and Mine?
Or you as in you and they and he and she?
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At the beginning

At the beginning everything seems great.
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We once thought our love was lost.
We once believed that we should never see eachother again
The two of us believed that we could not make eachother happy.
But what I never told you was,
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