Have you ever curled yourself
Around a razor blade because
The cold bite and sharpened
Tang were all you could feel
...
My nasty addiction
My little white lie
My beautiful incision
My body numbs the cry
...
You told me I'm different
Like all my life I've been living a lie
You told me I'm rude and obnoxious
Basically telling me I should die.
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Locked up inside
is where my feelings hide
so much pain and suffering
but nothing that can be seen
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you’ve always been my friend
my one true ever existent friendship
but its all fading away suddenly I fell like
I thought I never would iam losing you in my
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Its sweet smell
Its tender petals
The way you touch it delicately
Taking the time to savor its beauty
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I hurt so much
nothing seems to help anymore
I'm sorry but anytime I say I'm fine
it's just another lie.
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I sit here waiting.
Waiting for a friend.
Waiting to be accepted into this world.
Waiting for a love to sweep me off my feet.
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Sweet happy thoughts all drifting away...
cruel beginnings come in to haunt me...
those beautiful eyes and sweet smile...
turns into a broken heart and a empty soul...
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