Ceri Louise Baylis

I was trying to steer clear of the type I adore
Refrain from where I've went wrong before
Lad about town with that criminal behaviour
In the long run he will not work in my favour
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The fondness and affection which I always came to give,
Has now gone away, simply ceases to exist,
My mind is now contained by a deep and heavy mist-
Cant concentrate on others, nothing more I have to give,
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Imagination wild with dreams
and A happy childhood so it seems
From a young age my future was set
Then tragedy and our family met
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Untamed self control my own worst enemy I can be
I can not be the poison and the remedy
The voices I hear are not in my head
I hear the words as if they've been said.
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I have faith that the universe is in control
And that angels look out each and every soul
I believe that fate guides us where to be
Our lives entwined through destiny
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Another year has passed you
are not here In this life,
A loving mother, nainy
& Devoted wife.
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Ruby by name and as precious as the stone
With her in my life I'm never alone
My ruby isn't a stone she is my rock
Undivided love I just cant knock
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You really truly helped me being there
when no-one was,
The fact you came to be with me
meant such an awful lot,
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Your loyal and trustworthy; a true special kind
Beautiful soul in spirit & mind
You are a person whom I can depend
Thank you for being such a good friend
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When I went away, You remained at home
I'm sorry I left you all alone
There was one guarantee
That I always Knew that when I came home
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Dishonest friend.
Don't ever lie to me I will tell you this just once
I Want to hear truth not a dishonest response,
I'm good at detecting lies when there told
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A life of living,
A life of loss
A life of giving,
A life that lost
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It's hard to grasp grief when it does come?
Different for all when losing someone
It never came on the day that you died
Or following weeks that passed on by
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There's an empty hole Left behind
Heartache and sorrow are entwined
In every action, thought and feeling I have
A big part is missing since you have passed
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There just aren't enough words for me to describe
How much you are missed and how much I now cry
A vital piece is now missing at home
When I enter the house and I'm all alone
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I will rebel if people disapprove the way I live my life
If told to do something I'll do it more for spite
I cause no one trouble I am my own worst enemy
I love the drugs but they don't love me
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sssshhhhhh hear that? I'am your inner voice calling
I'am what you confide in when you are falling
So near so close never far away
Always listening to what you say
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How can you live with such a negative mind
Only thriving on misery and tales unkind
You wonder why you have such bad luck
When its all Happiness you drain and suck
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Dear Me I'am speaking to you from the future
I want you to heed what i say as I'am your tutor
You will meet a man who seems different to all the rest
With his unusual manner he will put you to the test
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Left to die you stand alone
Were you placed or were you thrown?
Lay upon a wall not before a cross
Are you there to signify loss?
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