Let God be my witness
When I comment sucide,
All because of you and your ways of love lied.
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I took two steps forward
and three steps back
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I was just sitting here thinking,
With my headphones in my ear,
Falling for you was my biggest fear,
You say you love me,
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I said its about time
You get on with your life,
Boy I know your going threw a lot of pain and strife.
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Why?
Why didnt you come up to spend my birthday with me?
Was you to busy to smoke pot to see,
See that your baby sister was waiting on the porch for you,
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I wonder in time
Why everything happens for a reason
Just like that anything could change
Even if your best friend is out in the middle of a war and gets shot close range
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I thought I could get over you
But every time I did you kept coming back
So I grit my teeth, hoping I wouldn’t fall again,
But I do every time, so let this pain begin
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I try to hold back
These tears I cry.
Me just thinking about you being over there,
Kills me inside,
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Hey Dad look at me now,
Look at how i've grown.
Opps I forgot your not around,
I guess thats why i'm always feeling down.
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