I prayed that you would stay with me
But now death is all I see
I reach out for you
But my hand goes right through
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As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death…
I will embrace the evil.
As I walk through the corpses at midnight…
I will lick the blade clean.
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Slit my throat and cut my heart out
Cut my veins leave my body on the mound
Shoot my brains out! Skin me alive!
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Drive these nails through my eyes
Hide them from your wicked lies
Barbed wire bracelets around my wrists
What could ever be better than this?
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Hello brother, hello mother
By this time I think I'll see you in hell
Hello sister, hello father
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Guillotines are for sinners
Here in hell we're all winners
We live like maggots and drain our own blood
Our souls are about as clean as mud
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I sneak into your children's room
Unsuspecting bride, unknowing groom
But won't you know so very well when your rotting children burn in hell?
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If I were to die this week,
Would you leave me a rose?
Would you lay me to sleep?
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Place me on the requium
Long before your kingdom come
Isn't this what you've always wanted?
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I walk into town blood deep enough to drown
Will you carry me through the piles of corpses?
I look into the sky deep hate inside my eyes
Will you carry me through the growing darkness?
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Gay, Gay that's what they call me
but love is all I see
I'm not gay I'm just in love
Her skin is so smooth she's as sweet as a dove
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Someday I will get you Doug
your rotting remains will lie under the rug
I was kind to you but you weren't to me
the death of you was meant to be
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Lucida, my tainted soul
you've made my broken life a whole
Although you plan to create my end
If I were with you, I wouldn't mind being dead
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Love is everything I see
Love is all around me
When I touch her I feel free
Love is Love is meant to be
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Michael
I prayed that you would stay with me
But now death is all I see
I reach out for you
But my hand goes right through
You gave me the stars, the sun, the sky
I never thought that you would die
You gave me comfort in my despair
You never failed to care
I never wished to see you go
I thought this life went by too slow
But now that you’ve left me behind
To look for you I am inclined
You loved me when no one else did
Though from your prying eyes I hid
I begged for you to stay with me
But now your face is all I see
Michael, Michael, where have you gone?
What did you do wrong?
Everyday you helped you prayed
But soon all remembrance will be slain
I spoke to you with my own soul
But now I am but nearly whole
That hole you filled now bleeds out
You’re all that I can think about
Michael, Michael where have you gone?
Your forgotten remains lie under the lawn
Who could forget a soul like you?
It’s from your faith that kindness grew
Michael, Michael you gave me life
When I wanted nothing more but the knife
Your cheered me up when I was down
When the darkness was my crown
Michael, Michael though your gone
You holy purpose won’t be done
I will carry on your will
Even when your aching body’s still
Michael, Michael I won’t forget
For soon our souls will both be met
For this life of mine goes by too quick
Soon I also will be sick.