christopher turner

if you are reading this I am no more
the knife is lying on the floor
my blood is on your hands
for you are the one that did this
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The dead lies on the
ground all around
I laugh away my tears
My knife soaked in the
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I wanna run to you
and be surronded by your love
I want to protect you
I will all ways care
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im standing here without a lover
thinking wut we could do here
together in the tall grass
in a sweaty miss we kiss
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im in school
wishing i was in bed
with you
your soft breth on my chest
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kisses of love
touches of Lust
your breath on my neck
huddled for worth
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what thay say is wrong
I know is right for me
so I hide in the dark
hopeing not to me seen
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kiss me and hold me
lie to me and say
that you love me
lie to me and say I matter
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Im here wishing I was there
I wear your letter on my skin
to remind me of you
I watch the N on my wrist
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my heart sinks at the thought
of you
as if you're the anchor of my soul
you bind me to the earth
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love is not real
I wish it was
for thats all I want
but shall never have
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kisses in the night
lust fills the flame
lasting til the day
your soft skin makes
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your cute and sweet
and probably to good for me
Your on my mind half the time
the other half ur in my dreams
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ha ha thay laugh at me
I dont fit in
Im a joke
thay judge me
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what am I to do
am I just a guy for the night
sameone to entertain your wonts
am I anything more to you
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running threw the rain
in the darkness of my life
searching for the light
Im lost and blind
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feelings of love
feelings of hate
I dont know what to say
what should I do
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Throw the eyes of my mask
I change so easly
I want to be seen
as someone to love
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I'll kiss you for now
just so you know I once loved you
but now we feel it no longer
so we broke after all
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let me hide in my shell of fear
my tears is all I shall feel
nothing else should come near
my heart rapped in armor
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