Depression...One of the worst emotions you can feel.
Your body would feel so empty and cold inside when it happens.
Your mind start to bring up the good memories that you had but it makes you feel more awful in the same time. Depression is one of the emotions I feel sometimes. No more anger building inside my body. No more sadness as my tears goes down my face. It’s only depression itself that drives people to doing bad things. It leads to self inflicting pain. It leads to suffering of thinking over and over and over again about something that made you depressed in the first place. Then it leads to...Death a fool's choice to escape it not knowing the consequences that leads ahead.
I can't believe that depression hit my heart.
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Your love is never for me to let go
So we did again we got together and made love again
I am addicted to your style, your state of mind as I smile
I tried to forget you in my heart but it always memories
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Our true love showed when we first lay eyes on one another.
when i saw her she was like a like day break inside a railway tunnel
Like the new moon, like a diamond in the mines
She made my heart beat in a now-now time signature
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My dream girl is a beautiful angel
From way high in the heavens I saw how they
Created her just for me how she was putting her
Body, her mind and her spirit as they all was godly
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My Little Brother…You grew up so promisingly
I glad I had you as a brother as you will have my back
I’m so proud of you!
As you getting straight A’s in your classes
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Leland Wright!
Gaining love...the most beautiful thing in the world
We are only squirrels trying to get a nut, a man once said
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At first we had a beautiful relationship that no one could break
Until popularity flooded my thoughts and my alter ego
Feeling like I owned the world inside the palm of my hand
But also destroying what kind of a lover I was becoming to her
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Couldn’t face the facts that just looking at you bring memories
Maybe from the way she smiles or from the glow I see her from a far
But now that glow starting to darken as time goes through us
Thinking I got rid of her when I got my new lover by my side
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I have found parts of myself from meditation and deep thinking
People were right it was a dark aura of darkness and pain
From seeing this made my heart and body sick
My alter egos are haunting me as if they were in front of me
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Such promise and truth in poetry
That I stand by it with great honor
Hold it like a medal like a soldier
As I hold my poetry journal like
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