It is easier for me to believe that you don't care
than to think you are gone
Either way I lose
Either way you are gone
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Oh but you are a sight for sore eyes
Very impressive sir! All 6 4 of you with the piercing blue eyes.
I feel 'congested' when I think of you touching me.
We flow together and create the perfect storm
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When I am old I plan to live in a trailer full of cats.
I'll talk cat talk and walk cat walk
and dream of birds and rats.
I'll eat cat tuna and meow at the moona
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I let my charms all drop on your table
You pushed them aside without regard
What happened to that nice boy I knew?
He would never have been so mean, never would he have disregarded such a gift!
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Children of the greatest generation,
raised in fear.
That empty saddle with the backward stirrups whispered to me...
' you're not safe here '
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How would you want me to wake you?
With my moans and writhing or with yours?
I want you to really know
That primal desire to be stripped of all my inhibitions to my barest self.
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Losing Something That Is Not Yours
It is easier for me to believe that you don't care
than to think you are gone
Either way I lose
Either way you are gone
I went into this knowing how it would end
but now I'm not sure
I've never been lucky so I'm usually ready to lose
But not today. I am so not ready!
I wish just once, before I am gone too,
I could know what it feels like to matter.
If I could just drive away from everyone and everything,
it would be easier to accept no one caring enough to call.
I could at least say you don't know where I am, don't have my new number, my new address
not that you don't care
Currently authoring under grace mariner