Your silence cuts me,
it cuts me deeper than any words could
My heart burns with desire, but no direction
...
My life, lies at my feet
All has changed in front of me
I cannot go back
Though I desperately try
...
My road continues on
My path grew lighter
There is no end in sight
For that i am glad
...
Sing like no one's listening,
Act like nobody's here,
Smile like all is good,
Love like we are alone,
...
Hark at the wind,
and hark once again,
I search for comfort,
it cuts me.
...
Its snowing again,
but the sun shines outside,
the memories surround me,
they captured me,
...
The boat will sway,
the boat will rock,
for life is this boat,
and life will move any way it pleases.
...
I look at tomorrow,
I cannot see it,
I look at yesterday,
it is a blur,
...
There is a monster who dwells within me,
In the lowest, dankest, deepest part of my heart,
He will take any opportunity to destroy what I love,
Is there any way to defeat him,
...
I don't think of myself much as a poet, but i write them anyway. a friend of mine told me i should post them somewhere and so i thought 'why the hell not'.)
Deep Within
Your silence cuts me,
it cuts me deeper than any words could
My heart burns with desire, but no direction
The devious deeds hurt me,
I am wounded,
though i am neither cause nor effect,
I am both
My heart lies on the ground in front of me,
Just out of reach, in your hands.
Confused are my thoughts,
incorrect are my words,
The truth is but blacked by the burning fire
held deep within my mind.
Now I stand here confused but happy,
So now i stay,
desperately trying,
brokenly crying,
foolishly hiding,
the bewilderment inside.