Life can never be as perfect as I want it to be
The more i am trying to pretend that i am happy
The more i get hurt and life get's so messy
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Sitting here all alone
In this dark and cooled room
Wondering how you've been doing
while I'm here lying n bed and crying
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I never meant to hurt you
And you know that i did loved you too
There's nothing more i can do
But i have to let you go
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Dear God, I know you're out there
I know you heard all of my prayer
I can feel your presence surrounds me
Feeling you walk with me day by day
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Having you back in my life
its like a blessing in disguise
never thought that you'll be with me again
with God its only you that im prayin
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Dark clouds heavily covering the sky
like the tears in my eyes that wont run dry
the moon hardly shining
like ur love that is fading
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Come away with me
In my world of fantasy
Where theres only you and me
With our hearts speaks so freely
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I spent the nights with your memories
laughing, talking till we fall to sleep
I spent my days with your sweet embrace
and now i cant even remember how it feels
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i hate it when i think of you, knowing that u don't think of me too
i hate it when i see your smile, coz deep inside feels like to cry
i hate it when u come close to me, coz in ur touch i cant get away
i hate it when im next to you, feels like im hopeless and needing you
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