There is a shadow that is following me
With every step i make,
Slowly it moves towards me
Approaching me with extra care...
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Here am I, searching between the pages
Of my old diary book,
When a sudden anger rages
Of how similar my days actually look!
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'Sweet', as a red ripe strawberry
& 'Smooth', as a well composed melody,
That's what I want my life to be
& this is what I wanna look back & seeā¦
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One year has faded
& a new year just started,
Carrying on it's shoulders
A dream that crossed the boarders...
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Day after day& year after year
everything happens all over again,
you can tell its the same fear
48,67 or 09 they all had the same pain.
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Oh my land keep holding
Let your peoples' blood shine,
Don't worry i will keep fighting
Because tomorrow you will be mine!
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It is so hard
For me to live in this world!
Am I that bad? !
Or did all other souls get sold?
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Here i am, taking a step forward
To be a better person,
A nerd me is really awkward
I feel like I'm another someone!
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It's a feeling
Of being different,
But in such a way
That isn't good...
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