David Cesefske Poems

I was the boy with a basketball waiting for you to teach me how, you were the same dissapointment you were then the same as you are now-
I was looking for your car, whenever i heard any vehicle sound, always counting on Dad showing up, but you never came around-
I was the innocent child misssing his Dad, mourning for something he never truly had-
I was hurt, i had pain, feeling my world caveing in i felt showered with all the rain-
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Each day that passes by is another day I cry mourning for you without an end

I wake up from a dream hoping it's not what it seems and that in reality its all pretend
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So here I am with all this love to give

This keep to himself boy that reason alone one to live
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I miss it when i put my hand out and ur hand wraps around-

I miss saying i love u...god i love that sound-
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so if i tried to make everything all right..would u make it wrong-
If i tried to write u a letter would u of prefered a song-
if i call u up for just hello...would u say goodbye-
if i looked at u n lost my breath..would u sit in sigh-
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your my star in my sky-
your my smile on my face-
your my girl of my dreams, and my dream that i dream-
your my laugh in the morning tht i always do, im always smiling when im with u-
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How can you not believe?
cant you see the same sky i see with my two eyes
How can you not believe?
the stars are perfecly beautiful lighting up the night
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I feel so ready and yet so far away
I dont know what to do, i dont know what to say
I hold back and decide to wait, its not up to me im gnna trust fait
I feel at times alone like im last in line to pick, then snap out of it and realize thats giving up, giving up to quick
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