i've figured it out,
what it is that makes me sad.
it's that no matter where,
everywhere i look, i see hurt.
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After all the rain,
all of the clouds
and all of the stress,
there are days like today
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senioritis~
the ultimate excuse,
oh yes indeed.
here i sit, my studyhall
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I do it because it is what my heart tells me,
because unlike many,
I fear no whim of my lovely epicenter.
This is what I do,
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I don't wanna say goodbye
to everything i never had.
i don't wanna say hello
to that great big place below.
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Oh the ballad of us star crossed two,
we sing we dance we parade
as we so often actually do,
our songs are quiet
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If i were to die, let me die freely and of my own accord.
If i am to live, let me live unconditionally and for as long as i choose.
If i am to fear, let me pick the fears i wish to overcome the most.
If i am to be weak, give me the strength to compensate, and the drive to become greater.
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i see the sun.
i see the moon.
i see the earth.
i see war.
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