I try not to stare
but once i look at you
there's no stopping me.
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I dont think you realize how much i love you.
Or that everytime i see you, it like im in a different world. Fantasy. Fantasy World...
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I look back in the past
remembering that time when
me and you were 'something'
'something beautiful'
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As i sleep and dream,
i dream of only one thing always.
Its my fantasy world,
where me and you are one soul.
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There are so many things i regret, things i wish i could do differently.
I want to get back onto that horse but im too afraid i will be knocked off again.
Im chasing a dream that i know wont come true, if only we can live in our own dreams, so that we will all be satisfied. But i think we all know that is impossible.
I say to myself, you may be heart-broken but i am strong, life is hard, if i want to achieve and get to the top i have to believe.
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