Deanza L. WalwynBowrin

I am on a mission for greatness… greater than any man/woman could imagine…
My soul craves perfection from my ancestors who stood before me…
I stand tall and erect… my confidence emanating…
Honing my tools of intelligence to hold power in my hands…
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If my tears could tell a story
They would show you all my joys and my pains
The droplets that I cried, when I was feeling lonely
The ones that fell, when you were to blame
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For all it’s worth, I save your voice, the one that made me smile each time.
Incandescent words you used to describe, your feelings on life.
Should I have listened, should I have listened, should I have felt the crime?
With it, I guess not, things will stay like this. But I dream in your voice.
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Deep breaths, blurred thoughts, emotional blunders
Look at all the trouble you brought
With just one touch we both lost control
Our lips locked, and our tongues rolled
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I am on a mission for greatness… greater than any man/woman could imagine…
My soul lingers for perfection from my ancestors who stood before me…
I stand tall and erect… and I exude confidence from the greatness I seek…
Honing my tools of intelligence to be in the capacity; well, of me…
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But you continued on as if my presence mattered,
It goes something like this you began, while I stared in confusion.
It’s not that I don’t care, but I can’t be bothered
Your act of kindness is all an illusion.
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A rose with such beauty as yourself, has no reason to hide
No reason to shelter, no reason to frown;
Then why are you always feeling sad and down?
And I say SMILE…
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We’re all prisoners of expectations, our lives, our minds, our all,
We try to run away from it, but deeper below we fall.

Hours, Minutes, Seconds pass us by on our way to bliss
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The last day that I looked at you,
The last day those things remained the same
The last day we both were connected;
The last day, and I was to blame.
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The things we want we never get
Don’t give up; don’t lose hope, not just yet.

Dreams remain dreams, and you try to make them real
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I just can’t stop, wondering what you are, and what you mean to me.
Me thinking about you, makes me feel like I am taking a chance or making a deal with the devil; is being with you unrealistically taking a step backwards instead of moving forward?
The point of life is to move forward, and progress, what if being with you is a reversal of what we have worked already to gain?
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My life has been a cycle, so far, and I don't know where to go next....
Whether left or right, I just don't know anymore, it's all happening too fast...I have a few people who get me then there's those who just don't, certain things I want to say then there's things that I just won't....

It's sad how it is....But it's the way it is...I see you not...I hear you not...I need you not...
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Shackles, hammered and worn
Memories, tattered and torn
Captured, by a strong force
A raging force which is you.
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Shackles, hammered and worn
Memories, tattered and torn
Captured, by a strong force
A raging force which is you.
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I miss you and I always will;
For now, forever, I will love you still
The time we get is never much
But somehow I miss your warm caressing touch
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There are many illusions in the world
that can never be known.
The mind works in a mysterious way
Memories, thoughts, ideas all wandering.
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I look out the window, and I see what I once loved;
the beauty of it all.
The reason I became who I am, the sunlight, and the rainfall.
For me, I can take this pen and paper, and let them speak my mind
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They say you and I will never make it, but they're oh so wrong,
the bond that you and I share will forever be strong.
They say that all you do is play tricks and I'm just your clown,
but what they don't know; is that I'm always the one you want around.
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Let me sleep; for when I sleep I dream that you are here
You’re mine, and all my fears are left behind
I float on air; the gentle night sings peaceful lullabies
So let me sleep
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Sedative by Deanza L. Walwyn-Bowrin
Inject me quickly and be my Morphine.
Be the numbness,
and let the pain dissolve.
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