People try to push me
To a future that I dont want
They tell me drugs are good
Pain is pretty Death is normal
...
This mind I have
Is falling apart
And those around me
Don't even know.
...
Im sitting here
At my computer
Trying to type
But the words don't come
...
I see life as pain
I see life as a bore
Life in my eyes is a bane
Yet so many cant help but adore
...
The pain inside, It grows to much
It pushes out, with all its might
Upon my skull, And in this war
I try so hard, to up a fight
...
A Missed Chance
I looked
I saw
I wish
I missed
I begged
I prayed
I believed
I failed
I looked
I saw
A wish
A star
I wish
Upon it
I missed
Its gone