Devon Malonson

Trying so hard
to clear my head
but the more I try
the more I feel braindead.
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My heart feels tangled
in a ball of razor wire.
I try to break free,
but it refuses to let go of me.
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I have to take a pill everyday
just so I can laugh and play
God forbid I miss a dose
or else I just want to go comatose.
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My life seems to be turning around.
Because of you I feel sound.
It feels like your making my life
so much better
...

You clench your teeth
and pull your hair
yet it still seems like
nobody even cares.
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'I'm sorry' you say
even though you know
it doesn't matter anyway.
You tried so hard
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Surprise!
Who do you see?
Does it even look like me?
It's staring back at you
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I just can't get you out of my head
and it makes my heart
feel like a ton of lead.
I try my hardest
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