Looking through torrent eyes,
Darkness all around,
Lightning breaks the horizon,
Of what yet unfound.
...
ripped form slumber
dragged to screams
reality falling all around
in my quest for dreams
...
So little, so dear
tiny questionning, searching eyes
so little, so dear
quivering limbs, searching hands
...
Traveling through these alleys of pain,
Beaten at every corner.
Traveling through these streets of shame,
Crawling at the answer.
...
Through my years of tears,
angel wings turn to demon sins.
angelic white,
shattered to darkest night.
...
Madness screams through my soul
I’ve lost it, out of control
Waves of macabre and death
Have I lost it or just forgotten about the earth?
...
I wish I had a brain
That would be a start
I wish I had more feelings
To feel my beating heart
...
I hate you
I despise you
Your drunken visions of friendship
Destroyed by your sobriety
...
head of puzzles and mazes
time tipped me, your crazy
vicious and cunning
loving and caring
...
my mind & i try to decifer this insane & mundane world in which we live in. nothing is ever roses & all is never black & white.)
Torn Soul
Looking through torrent eyes,
Darkness all around,
Lightning breaks the horizon,
Of what yet unfound.
Striving through the emptiness,
Barren wastelands of anger,
Shattered by destruction,
My own hand, The maker.
Chasm deep, burning heart
Liquid fire, streams apart.
Crushing blows, torn of will,
Seeking salvation, ever still.
Time alone has no meaning
Each & every second a feeling
Torn to the icy winds
Given to selfish whims
Ever light breaks the night
Sun fading, hear my plight
Night of nights, clear from my sight
Bright fresh, sight to see
Living a life radiant to be
Night of nights, away from my sight.