Emilee

I didn’t mean it when I said what I said.
I was scared, you were there, waiting.
I’m not so sure you knew
What you were saying either
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Is that all you’re here for?
Are you even real?
Just someone who
Sucks people in.
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I can tell my brain that I don't love you any more.
My heart, on the other hand,
Knows better than to believe me.
My brain may control everything,
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Endless lies spewing from an unclean soul
All you thought you saw is no longer there,
The thoughts that passed through your mind
Should never have left you staring into space.
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Fake smiles don't cut it.
Real tears won't fix it.
All I can do is wait and pray...
All I can do is run away...
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I could say my heart is an empty room
But lying never got anyone anywhere.
My heart is an incredibly full room
Full of busy, confused people.
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Are you really so stupid that you can't see what's in front of you?
I can't keep pretending, you need to figure it out.
You don't seem to respond to positivity.
Maybe you'll respond to negativity.
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Are we doomed, to live this life?
One where questions must be asked?
Understanding is forsaken?
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What could have been?
What would have been?
This is all your fault.
You screwed it up
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The answer I can never find
Cause I just cant get you off of my mind
Try to forget your name
And don't want to be stuck in this silly game
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I hate to say it, I really truly do.
But my world slows down when I think of you.
It's not what I expected, it’s really truly not
I guess it’s not so bad; why can’t we give it a shot?
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Looks may be deceiving
That’s for sure in your case
Just by the look of your face
You’d never expect it.
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I have to stop staring into the sun
It isn’t getting anything done.
I have to stop thinking I’ve got this battle won
It’s never gonna stop.
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I can't have what I want;
It hurts like my life is being ripped from me.
I'm reaching out trying to hold on
so what I want isn't taken from me.
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I hate to associate you with such a heavy word,
But it’s your own fault that you need to carry this burden.
If you weren’t so sweet; weren’t perfect in every way,
Then your carrying load would be a whole lot lighter.
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Time takes its toll on everyone, everything.
Starting at one point, ending at another,
Time is the only similar factor, all that matters.
Positive, negative; black or white;
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With a blind heart, I jump in.
Forget my inhibitions as I quiet my soul...
I attempt to silence my thoughts; and fail
They're always in the back of my head,
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The horizon is burning;
Red and orange flames flicker.
Burning up; changing the skyline
Nothing you do can stop it;
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Hypocrisy at it's finest, both you and I.
I can't say I'm not guilty
For that would be yet another
Contradiction added to the list
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What happens when that wall
wasn't meant to keep you out,
But rather, to keep something in?
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