Emma Jane Rae Poems

I'm trying to understand whats happened Grandad,
i'm feeling lonely, and i'm feeling sad,
i'm trying to hide all the pain that i'm feeling,
it's like a stack of books from floor to ceiling,
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No words can describr,
how much you will be missed,
i'd bring you back,
if i had one wish,
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The feeling of a smile,
creeping over my face,
makes me feel happy inside,
especially if it's happy tears i have cried,
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i went to the Doctor,
and the Doctor said,
you get home,
go straight to bed,
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The days are creeping in,
closer to your wedding day,
i just don't know what to say,
you broke my heart,
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Is it the nights,
That just don't feel the same?
When you realise your alone,
And you've got no one else to blame,
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You're JUST a carer,
You said to me,
But you don't get,
To see what we see,
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You gave me life,
you gave me my blood,
you turned my name,
from gold to mud,
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There are so many questions,
that spin through my mind,
all of which unanswered,
like why you treat me in such an awful way?
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My mind has been on you today,
and everything you've done,
like how you had the nerve to write,
'Happy Birthday love from mum'
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