erbana ...

Rookie (christmas '83 / arcadia, california)

erbana ... Poems

1. ...My Heart Bleeds. 5/19/2010
2. ...The Crushing Of A Heart You Do Not Even Know. 5/19/2010
3. Rowing Towards Simplicity. 5/19/2010
4. For The Last Time. 5/19/2010
5. I Watched The Moonset In The Distance. 5/19/2010
6. I Heard A Leaf Fall When I Died. 5/19/2010
7. Animal. 5/19/2010
8. My Finger Tips Slipped. 5/19/2010
9. I Moan. 5/19/2010
10. And I Have Never Been So Close. 5/19/2010
11. Oh, To Control The Beating Of Such A Weary Heart. 5/19/2010
12. ...You Watch Me And I Know. 5/19/2010
13. The Hum Of The City. 5/19/2010
14. I Want To Lift The World From Its Orbit. 5/19/2010
15. Not Far From The Bottom. 5/19/2010
16. So Many Breaths. 5/19/2010
17. Follow Me. 5/19/2010
18. A Mere Shadow. 5/19/2010
19. Two Hearts Touching. 5/19/2010
20. Let It Be Known. 5/19/2010
21. Anything Less Than You. 5/19/2010
22. Busts Souls At The Seams. 5/19/2010
23. Over A Short Bridge, I Drove. 5/19/2010
24. I Would Like A Studio. 5/19/2010
25. For I Am A Feather. 5/19/2010
26. You Are My Bookmark. 5/19/2010
27. Let's Climb Trees Like Little Kids. 5/19/2010
28. As I Sat. 5/19/2010
29. Every Sunset. 5/19/2010
30. Make It Loud. 5/19/2010
31. Either Way, You Walk Away. 5/19/2010
32. Dead To Me. 5/19/2010
33. Just Maybe. 5/19/2010
Best Poem of erbana ...

Just Maybe.

just maybe...

i'm not a princess
who is perfect.

infatuated with his depth, desire, and darkness...
just maybe, i have let myself go.

maybe if i kiss him,
he will no longer be a toad.
maybe if i let down my hair,
he will climb up.
maybe if i am danger,
he will battle dragons for me.

maybe, you call it pathetic.
maybe, i only listen to my heart.

and maybe, just maybe if my heart lies,
then maybe...i will be able to say
it was worth the pain.

but then again, maybe not.

maybe, i was never meant to be ...

Read the full of Just Maybe.

I Moan.

I moan.

For my heart
aches and breaks
and learns as it waits
for anything more
than the depth
it will take
to reach me

at such a low.

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