ESPN CHICK Poems

I've never meant to brag about you
But its kinda hard not to
Cause you are the best thing thats happened to me
And I swear I will never let you go
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I've always found a way to push you to the side
Never wanted to ask you for help
Just always blamed you for every little thing
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I think about you still from time to time
I'm not quite over you yet
My heart keeps telling me I need you
But you're so far gone
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Looking inside myself
Trying to find out who I really am
But its hard to see
All the pain is tangled up in me
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Can you hear the music
It's getting louder and louder
Let me escape with the music
Move along with the beats
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I can't get rid of these thoughts of suicide
But I can't bare to give in to those thoughts
I've came to far
And I'm not going to give in
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What do you see when you look into my eyes?
Do you see these tears that I've hidden?
Even though I've cried a million tears
There is still tears behind my eyes
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Everyone has heard the story
The Christmas story and what its about
Jesus being born in Bethlehem
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Sit down take a look at me
Tell me what do you see in me
Why do you think I'm so wonderful
Cause I look in the mirror and I see nothing wonderful about me
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What I said was harsh
I'm sorry
I was running from my fears
covering up my tracks
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