forever yours Poems

As i lay on the ground i can feel my life slowly seeping from my body
i see your face just before it all goes black and the pain is finaly gone
why, did i see your face? the one face i was trying to escape from.
the one person in this world who would make me do this
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everytime in convince my self i'm over you, i seem to fall in to your trap again
you smile and speak soft words in my ear, i almost swear i can hear you say you love me
then out of the blue you snap, you tell me i'm worthless and no one will ever love me, and the only thing i will ever be good for is a good time.
you stole my heart and chewed it up then spit it out.
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you swore you could never hurt me the way you are now, yet every where i look i seem to see you
i try and forgetwhat we had together, it was sweet and innocent but what hapened?
i told you why i did what i did yet you hurt me
i even told you i still loved you, i wanted us to be together again but now i see it will never come to pass.
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you scream and you shout yelling, he's the one to blame for all of this doubt
i cry and plead to try and make you see
that we belong together just i and he
you can never keep us apart not by land nor by sea
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why do i feel this way?
i feel so empty all the time, never truley knowing why
i don't feel, i can't feel
everytime something happens i fake, i go through the motions
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