Forgive me father, my eternal wound
As I sit up on top, your decaying tomb,
My heart lays unrest from my childhood gloom
From the moment you left, I knew I was doomed.
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From the hands of our God
Or the stars cosmic dust,
How human life was started
Are the answers I must,
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My world spinning crazy
With thoughts so erratic,
So hard to think clear
Beyond all this static,
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By the hands of God,
Our eye in the sky.
The land of our savior
Where millions would die,
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Do I have your attention yet?
It's been one hell of a ride
I have shared all my pain,
And the tears that I cried
...
With each new day that passes by
Always makes me want to cry.
Staring up to my puppet master
Who's living high up in the sky.
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Another night spent in darkness
Beneath this bright full moon,
Voices from the underworld
Where life shall never bloom.
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With the flames of hell burning so hot
I bathe in the warmth of his scorching fire,
Shower in the torch he breaths upon me
Praying for that day when I can live free.
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A lonely midnight stroll,
To calm this raging soul,
My forever racing mind,
Leaving all love left behind.
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My past has caught the present
Throbbing pains now fill my chest,
No treasure buried inside
Just a life of endless rest.
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The devil's lair
My life we share,
The serpents nest
Within my chest,
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Searching for the right words
So here I sit and write,
Always feeling so scared
With demons that I fight.
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Never before have I been so lost,
Clinging to life by just a thread,
Helpless, but forever searching,
From this darkness haunting overhead.
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New Days
With peace of mind
I'm thinking clear,
so determined
to persevere.
This world awaits
my soul to find,
Since now I left
that life behind,
with all I placed
in front of me,
but now's my time
to live happy.
Beyond my dreams
no longer scared,
and mentally
I am prepared,
To conquer all
I must achieve,
Within myself
strongly believe,
This new found strength
I shall admit,
I can't be stopped,
and will not quit.
No longer lost
this man you see,
and free from all,
my misery.
So hear me world
as I shall roar,
with happiness
at my front door.
New joys in life
that await me,
as I control
my destiny.