No ploughing could be done
without
the red Massy Ferguson
...
It’s strange that some foreign soldiers
seems too illiterate
uncommon with signs,
even with the alphabet
...
To you I tried to write a long poem
but did become deeper engaged in sadness
and later did draw lines through the words,
and I did cry and wrote no verses to you
...
In the house of my Father there is a place
for each one that comes to Him
and constantly I am astounded by His love and sacrifice
but sometimes I want to hide my life and cover it
...
lying stretched out on our bed
with pyjamas clinging to you,
curtains drawn shut
and the big duvet is somewhat blue
...
In my dream your photo frame memory
did not want to bring you back to me
and somewhere the forgetting did sneak in
as if continually you were hiding
...
Maybe for far too long
I have been flabbergasted
by your sweet innocence,
by the realization
...
(for Gwenavieve Enslin)
Your dad says proudly that he did design you himself:
your eyes, nose and mouth are genetically from him.
...
(after Ina Rousseau)
As if a kaleidoscope further circle out with you and me,
like patterns on mother of pearl I do our relationship see,
...
When love in time decays,
when it looses all of its respects
and you cannot come my way,
when it is only filled with defects
...