I am on my knees,
and yet I'm nowhere
near it,
...
Your daughter is cute
and you are too fat,
but I'm not allowed to
think that,
...
Yesterday along the roadside,
sucking in all the glorious
effluvium of road vehicles;
...
I look for the poetics,
I'm not sure what they are,
or where, still...
...
Everything will never be enough,
not when you realise that there's
nothing in the world, truly worth
fighting with,
...
Sometimes I awake again,
back in that old attic of words,
and leaf through the whole stock
of what I tried to grasp or memorise,
...
Had to edit
the sun out of my picture,
it's big dazzling eye
ball was too much,
...
I've got to make sure
my stain stays in tact,
it's simple as that!
...
I don't know what's
real or not anymore,
at least I don't know
the impact of being there,
...