I will not go away, you know.
Oh sure, if you dispatch me,
With one word I will go.
But you cannot drink or think,
...
I have for these many years
Pondered the arbitrariness of time.
I have witnessed first hand
Wanton wholesale loss
...
It rained all day,
As if Heaven knew
The pain in my heart.
I am sorry.
...
When last I saw you,
A chilled wind blew.
You stood in the parking lot,
Under a street lamp
...
I heard Frank Sinatra’s
Melodic voice,
And Miles Davis’s
Soft pleasing notes
...
The world is amiss without you.
I know only torment and pain.
My only wish is to be
The dog that eats scraps at your table,
...
I have never
Kissed your lips,
Or press my bare chest
Against your breasts.
...
On days like this,
Camelot seems so far away.
My heart weighs heavy
Inside my chest,
...
It grieves me when you
Hold me in disdain.
And when I know I have failed you
Or with some slight offended
...
I love you.
I take great comfort in these words.
When the world is heavy on the brow
And I cannot take another indignity,
...