Broken here and all alone,
Sitting, rotting in this 'home',
Watching you just waste your life,
Waiting for things to go right,
...
it hurts to see the truth inside,
i saw my life
and then i cried
i want you here,
...
dont look at me through eyes that see.
but eyes that feel instead.
i sit and cry.
i never try.
...
why does it hurt when i smile?
cut when i call your name?
i think i'll sit alone a while,
and dream of life without pain.
...
A spell was cast upon my heart,
And now im being torn apart,
So now for you i always fight,
Untill the never-ending night,
...
I'm lost without you,
My love is strong,
I know not what I say,
Find love by night,
...
evolution from maggots
baby killers
afraid of faggots
sadistic space fillers
...
Faceless monsters invading
Every inch, every mile, ever fiber
Of my being
Silence suffocating me
...
emotion is the enemy
taking over all of me
a light so dark that i cant see
whats standing right in front of me
...
My big day...
Friends all around,
music playing.
Movies, games, laughter.
...