Ok so im here at my dads and somehow im confused..
by the light that surrounds me,
it keeps making me wonder.. what if?
What if i had gone that extra mile to get in his head?
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So, i thought she was my friend?
I trusted her.
And all she does is betray me like im trash.
Well im not going to take that!
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I will not be paraded around like this anymore!
Im done!
I quit!
I will not do everything you do anymore i will lead myself.
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Ok.. so here's the deal.
I like this guy but, he has a girlfriend and when you say it like that some people call it a love triangle.
All three of us fighting.
But only two of us are getting what we want.
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i was confused.. i didnt know what to say anymore.
i guess it was all suppose to happen like this..
i said the wrong thing and he said what he had to say.
we arn't friends anymore..
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im kool! nice and effin outgoing! ..<3)
What If..?
Ok so im here at my dads and somehow im confused..
by the light that surrounds me,
it keeps making me wonder.. what if?
What if i had gone that extra mile to get in his head?
Instead to him im just a friend, but maybe.. just maybe i wanna be more..
If he had ever thought of that i wouldn't be sitting here confused i would be happy knowing what i did was good for this what us kids call a [[relationship]].
But im not im sitting here confused.. still.
Its like sitting in a cave and no one even dares to come find me.
I need to find a way out of this cave but only.. only can he take me out.
Thats when i say.. what if..?
I guess i will never know. only if..
-Heather Hagen