What If..? Poem by heather hagen

Ok so im here at my dads and somehow im confused..
by the light that surrounds me,
it keeps making me wonder.. what if?
What if i had gone that extra mile to get in his head?
Instead to him im just a friend, but maybe.. just maybe i wanna be more..
If he had ever thought of that i wouldn't be sitting here confused i would be happy knowing what i did was good for this what us kids call a [[relationship]].
But im not im sitting here confused.. still.
Its like sitting in a cave and no one even dares to come find me.
I need to find a way out of this cave but only.. only can he take me out.
Thats when i say.. what if..?
I guess i will never know. only if..


-Heather Hagen