All the lie hidden behind false smiles
The voices overpowering me
Creeping it's way inside my head
I don't like feeling this way
...
leaving behind others to take your place
Carrying on your name, walking around with your face
Knowing you got left behind,
Wondering what's on my fathers mind,
...
My Blackhole
All the lie hidden behind false smiles
The voices overpowering me
Creeping it's way inside my head
I don't like feeling this way
I can't help it, I can't stop it
Somedays I thought I was fine
The voices didn't come
It was laughter and smiles
And then just when I'm happy
The voice sneaks back in pulling me into a black hole Again
Somedays I wonder when will my life begin
I sit on my bed, As the blade glints in my hand
The voice saying Do it Do it you will feel better
The radio almost thumps to the beat of my heart
It beats faster and faster my head starts to hurt
Now that your bleeding, you stare at the celling
It all fades away
The voices are happy with there deed
The only noise I here now are screams of my mother
and sirens outside
I close my eyes to shut out the world
Who would have thought such a dangerous thing
Could give so much peace
I don't feel pain anymore, I feel so free
The only thought that plays
Will they forgive me