As the sky darkens I think of you
And all the things you said you would do
You said you would always be there
You said you would always care
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As I take that gun
And stick it to my head,
I think of you Hun
And what you would have said
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This thought poisons my mind
A terrible thought that should not be,
A thought none should think
A lie of happiness, a false hope
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Music fills my ears
It stifles my fears,
Without it I’d be a mess
It’s my world, nothing less,
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I want to ride away
And feel the rush of the wind,
I want to dance and play
I want to for get all my sins,
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This darkness is haunting me,
I try hold onto the light,
But it keeps slipping
Out of sight.
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Why does it hurt so much?
Every time we touch,
I don’t understand this
It was just a kiss
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Though the room is crowded
I feel as if I’m completely alone
Frozen to the spot
Eyes never moving
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