On a quiet dark night,
Not a hint of a breeze,
Only the moon peeping
between the trees.
...
Lots of tears
And lots of hurt,
Little droplets in the dirt.
Terrible ache,
...
I'm tired of being that thing
that you dispise.
I'm tired of being loved by everyone
but you.
...
I'm tired.
I've tried it,
But have left you uninspired.
Maybe i'm not what you admired
...
I wish I was an ostrich.
An ostrich isn't dumb.
Just stick your head
In the sand
...
Trying hard to trust
Poisoned by too much pain
Memories morph with reality
Reeling me in from moving on.
...
I hate you, you know
For how you make me feel
Standing beside this stick figure
The hole in my heart getting bigger
...
I was foolish
I was young
I thought
He was the one.
...
I know I've done some really bad things.
Some really stupid, senseless and cruel things.
And I deserve to be punished.
But I'm so terribly, terribly sorry.
...